A Farewell Melody

The time soon comes for parting,
And our time is at an end,
The rest of your life is starting,
And we have no time at all to spend.

You knew one day you’d have to go,
But thought you’d have more time.
We can’t reverse time’s one-way flow,
But at least you’ll have this rhyme.

You had your shining moments,
Upon this life’s darkened stage,
And in my book of wonderments,
You’ll never be just another page.

Like the exploding of a star,
You’ve changed me in and out,
Your light will travel with me far,
Past when all other lights go out

The Farewell Post (Part III aka Senior Special)

Right now at this point I feel too tired to type anything because thanking everyone is such an emotional flow of river that makes me wanna cry as well It’s too late but Its necessary like I said because I want them to know they’re important and irreplaceable in my life. At the time when I was planning this post (I was like OMG I have to thank all those seniors as well) and exactly at the moment I received a text from Yousef Bhai saying “Beta farewell post main seniors nai” and I was like crap if I do it now, Bhai will feel like its because he said but then I decided let it be man I will have to thank them anyway so this is dedicated to all those seniors whom I have missed so much for the last 9-10 months and I always will and I have this list of seniors to thank and If I miss anyone missing out anyone its because I am stupid and I will Thank them all slowly, Firstly It goes out these 3 seniors who have taught me about life just as much as my teachers have and knowing these 3 was an absolute honor and they’ve helped me become the person that I am today and this post in no way is enough to thank them for all they’ve done for me or shown me in life, But still So THANK YOU SO MUCH 😀

 

• LUBAINA ❤ (HASHTAG FAVOURITE SENIOR)….. Lubaina, You will never know how much I miss you… I mean for the last 6 months of your stay at ICS we became so close and you have been like an elder sister to me and Dennis ever since….How you use to interfere between My and Dennis’ fight and resolve it… OMG I MISS THAT SO MUCH…….. I swear I can go on and on and on about amazing you are but everyone knows that. Tbh You are the only person I have stayed in touch with ever since the last batch passed out and It gives me so much hope, like literally so much. Even though we haven’t met each other for more than 6 months but I still keep annoying you with my life stories and all those random stuff that bothers me (Like, me getting a haircut just before the prom night) and you like an amazing sister always pull me through my own dark shadows and I know that I can bother you anytime of the day with anything and you will always be there for me and YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOU INSPIRED ME and I know for a fact that you will always continue to inspire people around you. Also I am SORRY IF ANNOY YOU TOO MUCH BUT DEAL WITH IT… CONS OF HAVING YOUNGER BROTHERS AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND HOPE WE CAN MEET UP SOON 😀 :3

#STILLMYFAVOURITESENIOR ❤

• Yousef Bhai …… Yousef Bhai was one person I looked up to like Sharaz and Ismam and everyone else looked up to me and Yousef Bhai is literally the coolest and the most amazing guy I could’ve met. Back in 10th and 11th he was all I wanted to be, like literally not even kidding… Everything about Yousef Bhai was meant to idolize. I feel bad for all those kids who will never have someone as amazing as him in their life and If this sounds too weird and stuff, its only because you haven’t met him in person. The way he spoke, the politeness, I remember think to myself after our first conversation “Dude, for someone senior this guy is way too cool.”. For all the time I have known Yousef Bhai, believe me when I say this, NOT ONCE NOT EVEN ONCE HAVE I SEEN HIM GET ANGRY OR SPEAK IN A RAISED VOICE (Those were my senior goals, still are). The amount of respect he had for girls. It was so unreal. And the way he treated us, juniors like his younger brothers and sisters. Whether you know it or not Yousef Bhai you have inspired me so much to be a better human being and I feel so blessed that I had you to look up to and Please continue to be the way you are and remember me in your prayers. I MISS YOU, BHAI (OH WAIT, WE ARE MEETING)  ❤ 😀

 

• SAMIA …….. Heyyyy ❤ I Miss You and All your Dafa Ho and those nonsense… OMG SAMIA, I hate you so much for leaving twice to Canada without saying Bye. (I want to say more but I still hate you so much for that, I always will like DAFAQ BRO) … Trust me, I will never understand for the life of me for someone as dumb as you how did you top Maths, Copy Keya Ho Ga (Obviously !!!) …. Just kidding, Everyone knows you are amazingly talented and a huge nerd and even bigger Geek … I miss that dumb smile of yours so much yaar…..and all those threats as well…. on a serious note when are you getting out of Canada again? (I know it won’t be long, Hope to see you soon). Anyway Thank You for listening to me whenever I needed someone to talk to. Thanks for Cheering me up when I was all down and out. Thanks for the treat (that I never got). Thanks for all the teasing with Fatma. Thanks for being as evil as me *EVIL LAUGHTER*. Thanks for checking up on me every once in a while (feels good to know people care).and Thanks for being this wonderful and yet such a pain in the ass favorite… Sorry if I ever took the joke to far but C’mon man I know you don’t mind and You love me even with all that… But THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING BAJI, THANK YOU FOR SPREADING SMILE, THANK YOU FOR BEING THIS SPECTACULAR SISTER, THANKS FOR BEING AN AMAZING HUMAN BEING AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH BAJI AND I CAN’T WAIT TO MEET YOU AGAIN… ❤

PS: YOU ARE STILL DUMB MAN ❤

 

 

 

The Farewell Post (Part II)

The only reason why divided this was that I had so many people to thank and I honestly didn’t want anyone to be left out, I just don’t want it to be just a Thank and not let them know why I am thanking them. Also I have to thank everyone because I am not sure if I will ever meet so many of these again and it hurts but I need a closure and I want to them to know that whether intentionally or unintentionally they have helped me so much and I will remember them no matter what.

• Shadab, Vamsi ……. Before you two, I was very introvert of a person, I still I am but Its on a slightly lesser scale…. You two are amazing as fck and I want to apologize for being an ass back on 11th, I know you both don’t care about it anymore but I still have a guilty conscious. But Thank you for all that singing in the class (along with Ziead), all those Perfect Moments, all those nonsense fights, all those making fun of each other, all those answers that we never gave back to the teachers, all those discussions during Binu Sir’s class, All that we are actually failing, All that you two are in a fight again, LOOL This can go on and on and on and on. I LOVE YOU TWO A LOT and ALWAYS BE THE SAME and DON’T LET ANYONE EVER CHANGE YOU GUYS…. Vamsi I hope you get to do your major in dance and become a huge dance star….. Shadab !!! TWO HITS, ME HITTING YOU, YOU HITTING THE GROUND 😛 THANKS FOR EVERYTHING NIGGUS 😀 ❤

 

• Aisha …. WEIRDO ….You are the only friend of mine for whom I am doing it alone, because you are weird…. I can’t even beginning to describe how weird I find you and how much you remind me of Allison from The Breakfast Club, but even with all your weirdness you have always been there for me when I needed someone to listen to me so Thank You for that and I hate the you never signed my shirt … because you didn’t know what to write… Sorry If I ever hurt you because we both know that I am an ass. I want you to know that YOU ARE WEIRD AND THAT MAKES YOU BEAUTIFUL, SO STAY WEIRD AND STAY BEAUTIFUL…. I will always keep bothering you every time Fatty gets into a fight with me because you are my younger sister and I know you will help me like you always have and I LOVE YOU FOR THAT…. THANKS FOR LISTENING TO ME, FOR BEARING ME, FOR HELPING ME WITH FATTY AND EVERYTHING ELSE. I LOVE YOU SIS. ❤

 

• Abhishek, Nawaf, Rohit…… For someone I have only know for the last 2 years you guys are very special to me and We have had abundance of memories in this limited time to remind us of each other for a very long time to come. All three of you have picked me up at times when I was at my lowest without you guys actually realizing it (I’m sure you don’t even know it), That’s what makes you guys that much more amazing and I want to THANK YOU for that unintentional support and motivation. As well as All your talks and mimics Nawaf, Football on the Dance Floor Abhi and the Prom ’16 (so sorry for being so evil but its funny man) and Rohit, You Dissing Hazel (THE POSE YOUR MOM GAVE ME LAST NIGHT, BURN HAZIL !!!) as well as all those serious talks are few of many memorable moments I can talk about but I feel it will be a cliché and a real drag so I just want to THANK YOU FOR BEING AMAZINGLY TALENTED AND YET BORING AND ASSES AS WELL AS PUTTING UP WITH ME :p….. I LOVE YOU MORONS AND I WILL MISS YOU GUYS A LOT……..

 

The part where I thank my juniors. Just like my teachers, I was blessed with the most amazing juniors (God, looking at it now, I was so blessed but I never realized it until now)…. I had a really amazing yet overwhelming and life changing relation with my juniors most of it was because they looked up to me as their elder brother which was so amazing but had then I had to change myself in the best way possible to make sure all these juniors had a good role model to look up to and a few days back, I felt like I did a good job when Hari wrote on shirt “You are my Senior Goal”….. That feels …. So here is to all the juniors for making me a better person and for all those memories

• Sharaz ……. Now Sharaz was the first junior I was really close to, back in 11th Grade it happened somehow and I can take the credit for the fact that the entire 12th was brought together with 11th because we both made it mainstream … Kudos to that Sherry… Sharaz always remained me of what I was, and I knew that he looked up to me as his elder brother and I don’t remember before him people looking up to me and It felt good as well as had this tension what if I wasn’t a good person to look up to but anyway he would come to me with his problems and I would talk to him for hours and hours and at the end of it he would say “Man, You’re Bhai.” and use to hug me, Best.Feeling.Ever. Sharaz, I WANT TO THANK YOU FOR BEING THIS AMAZING PERSON WHO LOOKED UP TO ME, and I want you to know that I AM ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU. NO MATTER WHERE I AM. I LOVE YOU and KEEP MAKING ME PROUD ❤

PS. FATMA WILL ALWAYS BE CLOSER TO ME 😛

• Ismam, Paul, Hari …….. These are funniest people… (At least for me), Gandhiji ka Teen Bandar, not to mention Ismam is a Bandar himself. I became close to these three because of Sharaz and they’re more like Brothers than Juniors to me and they treated me like they’re elder brother and I felt so blessed at time.. We insulted each other, of course we did but they’d this respect and fear of me which was so amazing…. When Hari wrote on my Shirt “You’re my Senior Goals”, I was so overwhelmed and I wish I could describe it in words. I knew for a fact that if they had any problems among themselves they would come up to me or Dennis and even if they didn’t I could barge into their life’s and whether they liked it or not, they always listen to my advice and followed it without questioning me. I feel this is too less to describe how amazing they’re but they know how I feel about them but I want you three to know that I WILL LOVE YOU THREE, FOR ALL YOUR STUPIDITY, FIGHTS WITH DAVE (HARI), BASKETBALL PRACTICES, ALL THOSE OTHER MOMENTS THAT WE HAVE TOGETHER …… FOR EVERYONE ELSE WAKE ME UP WHEN YOU HAVE SUCH AMAZING JUNIORS ❤

 

The Farewell Post… (Part I)

I would be lying If I say I enjoyed High School, It was literally the worst phase of my life more like a living hell and I hated every moment of it, LITERALLY EVERY MOMENT but when we were being given our farewell party I realized that even with all the hate that I had harbored for my life at high school I am going to miss it and I was actually one of those kids who used to read post like the one I am writing right now and went like I’m never writing this, even in my wildest dreams but here I am writing this. I wanted to keep aside all my hate for the school life and Thank everyone who has been there for, those who have borne me and stuck by my side no matter what. But because this list would be too big so I decided to break it down, so I get to Thank Everyone for their impact in my life….. 😀

• Fatma, Dennis, Fatima …. You three people put together literally account for my every single moment in ICS… All the way for 3rd (1st September, 2006) to this very moment (5th February, 2016) and I can’t even place it in words how much you three mean to me and I have been so blessed to have you people in my life and I pray that you three stay the way you’re and keep enlightening the lives of people that you meet in future like you done with mine 😀 ❤ I enjoyed literally every little moment even all those 20 minutes fight and we started talking without the need for sorry’s …And how much better you guys look when you guys are pissed, not with me though that bothers me so I don’t look at what or who or how much better you guys look…. Those late night text (Not you Dennis, We don’t text at all)… PLEASE IN STAY IN TOUCH MOFOS (Of course you guys will) and I want say that You three are my BEST FRIENDS AND “Your Friendship has brought glorious technicolor to my life. Its been there for me even in the darkest of time and I am the luckiest person alive for that gift. I hope I didn’t take it for granted. I think maybe I did (At least with you, Fatty) and I want to apologize for that. But I want you guys to know that I will always, honestly, truly and completely Love You three.” I want to re-live every single moment with you guys all over again and I want to make so many memories of the time we have let together that hopefully it can last a life time. Let’s grow up and have kids and introduce those kids to each others kids so they can be friends and we can have a family get together every once in a while…… YOU GUYS ARE MY LOVE, LIFE, MY REASON TO LIVE 😀

• Kevin, Ziead, Shail….. You three are the brothers that I never had but to be honest I don’t even remember how we became so close, It was like one moment you guys were just a face in the coward and the next you were the most valuable people in life… You have no idea how much I will miss our hang outs (along with Dennis) and All those memories and All those walks to Ishbiliya and staying late at Shail’s place… All our unexpected fights and irrelevant arguments …… making fun of each others (Specially Dennis), FIFA matches and all those celebrations … Convincing one of you to be less of an egoistic ass and asking one of my sisters to prom (Where it is written guys should ask, she can ask me as well) And that Beckham Magazine  those are the moments that will be cherished forever in my memories. You guys are the most weirdest people I know… Like honestly but you guys are still my brothers from other mothers and where ever we are in the world, I will remember you guys forever and even tell my kids about you three. I don’t think I will meet anyone as weird as you three…. Thank You for EVERYTHING MORONS ❤

• Sidra, Ruthba….. I can’t say that you two are “like” my sisters because you are my sisters and I regret not knowing you two earlier because you are two of the most amazing girls (Beautiful as well, duh you don’t say)  I have come across in all of my existence and knowing you to was an absolute privilege. Ruthba except the part where you scarred my life and Sidra please don’t fly (You are still a blonde to me)…. Among all of these friends I am pretty sure for some goddamn reason that you two will be the first to lose contact with me but I just want you to know no matter where the hell I am on the face of the earth, You can always be sure I will be there for you two, no matter. I guess that’s what elder brothers are for. I LOVE YOU TWO SO MUCH and Thank you for listening to all my nonsense and bearing me when I was unbearable.

This part of the article is only for teachers…..I have had the most wonderful teachers all the way from 3rd Grade class teacher, Rana ma’am to My Economics teacher in 12th Grade, Deepa ma’am and I actually want to thank all those teachers one by one for enlightening my mind the way they done. But I have a lot of Thanks to say and too many apologizes to make to my teachers because I am too arrogant ….. But I have to do this because I wasn’t that great of a person either and sometimes you have to let go off your pride because of the moment. I had this huge list which I will do slowly but In this I want to Thank a very certain teachers that stood out in my life and had a very positive and irreplaceable impact on my life. So here is goes.

• Binu Philip Sir ….. This is more of an apology  because let me be honest EVERY ACTION HAS AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION…. I guess that Newton’s Law defined my relationship with Binu Sir and I hated every moment of it because I normally had a very good relationship teachers and I still regret being the kind of ass that I was to him, maybe it was because I was influenced by the likes of Jimmy Stark and John Bender and I hate the establishment and their need to control every aspect of our life. Whatever maybe the reason, I want to admit it I hated not being in good terms with Binu Sir and I wanna apologizes to him for all I have said and done and also want to thank him for being good enough of a person for not kicking me out of the school, I honestly did deserve to get kicked out for the type of attitude I had with him, I would’ve kicked myself out if I was in his place. At the end of the day you were just fulfilling your duty as a teacher and I was honored to have you as my class teacher and sorry again if I was too rebellious at times. But THANK YOU SIR FOR EVERYTHING, YOU ARE TRULY AN AMAZING PERSON AND I HONESTLY WANT TO APOLOGISE FOR EVERTHING I HAD SAID OR DONE. (I honestly hope you never reads this, Like Ever)

• Haseena Ma’am….. Now Haseena Ma’am had only taught me for like 3 months top and then she decided to leave the school (which I was never in favor of but It was for the Best I guess). But during those 3 months Haseena ma’am had taught me the meaning of the phase, “teachers are like second mothers”, Its been more than 16 months since she has left the school and to date she keeps a check on me and motives me to be a better person and cheers me up every time I am down and I want you to Thank You for everything ma’am and I am so jealous of the students in LOA, they get to be with you every day and they can ask you for advice whenever they want as well as I feel bad for the students of ICS who will never be blessed enough to be enlightened by your wisdom (I feel its too less and I have so many thoughts I can’t put into words) …. I wish that everyone has at least one teacher like who guides them like you done for me… I was literally so lucky that I had the opportunity to learn Business Studies from you (even if it was just for 2-3 months). I LOVE YOU A LOT MA’AM ❤

• Rani Ma’am….. I remember being told by the seniors she is strict and I will have no chance of surviving her class, and If any of you’ve ever been told this, Its only because they’ve never actually learned from Rani ma’am and I am not even kidding… There is something in the way she teaches that you want to learn the subject but that’s her impact academically…There is more to it than that, she influenced me more than anyone else to be a better human being, she kept telling me to do my work properly and told me if I did my work no one could stop me irrespective of what the obstacle was, She motived me when I was so low that I literally wanted to give up on education because of everything around me……Rani ma’am has this contagious smile on her face every time one of her student does well…. I remember when our senior batch’s Supreme council was elected, there were a few students that ma’am was teaching like Vinod and Parker etc when their names were announced Ma’am had the most smile I had ever seen and I promised my self on that day I will get in the Supreme Council next year just to see how it feels when ma’am will smile for me (That was the reason I applied) and when I did get in and  I met her after that, she had that same smile on her face and I swear it felt like an Oscar win for me. I told this to ma’am but she never believed me. RANI MA’AM YOU’RE THE MOST AMAZING TEACHEHR I COULD EVER HAVE AND THANK YOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT, YOUR LOVE, YOUR PRAYERS AND YOUR SMILE… PLEASE KEEP SMILING ❤ 😀

P.s If You’re Reading this, Just know I hope I can fulfill your expectation and get to see that smile again on your face 😀

I HAVE TO THANK A LOT OF PEOPLE AND I WILL SLOWLY BEFORE THE SCHOOL GETS OVER…..